I am disappointed.
I guess I'll go on....
Sitting at dinner tonight I felt like I was unjustified in my disappointment. I mean, what did I expect? But see, that's it. I had fantasized about it so much, and expected the best.
I expected grandeur, charm, women walking around in over-the-top 18th century garb eating macaroons and drinking champagne.
What I encountered today was bleak and uninviting.
As I tried to explain myself to my dad, nothing seemed to describe the chateau quite like I wanted. I finally resulted in describing it as though, "rangesh parideh bood," or literally, "it's color had jumped out."
Baba looked like he finally understood what I was trying to say.
I've been impressed with French royalty since my first year of French class, seventh grade. I continued to be fascinated with it through the years I spent reading about Josephine and Napoleon, and last year when I watched "Marie Antoinette" for the first time. My obsession with learning about the monarchy and dreaming about the monarchy was out of hand. I knew I had reached unhealthy extremes when I started to question the French Revolution. "I mean, did they REALLY have to storm the Bastille?"
But it was more that my imagination had taken the reigns: I kept thinking about the past and how beautiful it was, and how perfect it was, and how ethereal it was.
Of course I would be disappointed with the reality.
The reality being that it was 200+ years ago, and now it's just another spectacle for the tourist's eye.
So anyway, that's that.
4 comments:
What do you expect from one of the largest uses of government money ever?
I believe either "paled" or "blanched" would be the exact English word for "rangesh parideh bood." Which totally makes sense. The experience pales in comparison to what you imagined after watching Marie Antoinette. In general, I think most of history pales in comparison to what we imagine in our heads (at least for those of us with overactive imaginations). I still want to see Versailles.
Not everything is as colorful as you lately! Paris agrees with you
You write beautifully! I think we have a best seller author in our family!! Keep it up...
I think I am going to have you write my biography and you will know all my secrets!!
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